smathmouth: seeing cute and put-together 14 and 15 year olds gets me so angry they’re supposed to be awkward with bad haircuts they’re supposed to suffer the same way i did at 21 I’m still awkward with a bad haircut..something’s just don’t change.
holyclit0ris: I understand why you wouldn’t want me ..I wouldn’t want me either.
I like trees in the fall. In the fall that’s when they are at their most beautiful stage in life. ..I love trees in the winter. That’s when they’re the loneliest in life..I’m at my loneliest year round.
invertedcrucifix: I wish you could stay. I wish you could like me as much as I like you. I wish I lived in a better place. I wish I was happy. I wish I wouldn’t always feel like dying.
saladinthewind: Never have a crush on anyone it will make you want to die ..dead, I am dead.
my expectation is maybe one day. I’m almost to the point where that expectation is becoming never and that never is the harsh reality.
whatweremember: Having a crush on someone is just like wtf why me ugh.
excalilbur: things i can’t imagine: someone having a crush on me someone thinking about me during random times of the day someone getting butterflies by thinking of me or talking to me someone wanting to talk to me but doesn’t, thinking they’ll annoy me someone thinking i’m genuinely cute and wanting to kiss me someone wanting to date me someone falling in love with me someone having ...
bblackcats: you are so important to me. i dont understand how you cannot see what i see in you.
ay-drian: getting over someone you never even dated
darkeningx: sext: how much black are you wearing right now
lukashodge: sext: hey do you wanna go on a date and then another and then a few more until it turns into dependency that overcomes a large portion of the next few years of our lives until we realize it’s a crippling sickness that’s becoming detrimental to our well being and personal welfare and then leave each other and regret ever being born sometime?
person: do u want to hang out
me: i have to ask my mom
me: *doesn't ask her*
me: she said no
Literally me all through high school.
I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening...– Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis (via ceedling)
I’ve had a crush on the same person for almost a year now…gross.
themisadventuresofmaddy: do you ever feel like you’re just sort of there like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care...